Sunday, May 20, 2007

it's possible i'm being a little sticky about things. it's possible i'm being a bit of a killjoy. but for fuck's sake, bylaws are bylaws, decisions are decisions, and there's certain things that need to be done. when people try to make accomodations, it's commendable until it becomes a mess, but when it reaches that point, it's no good pointing fingers and going on how it never should have gone this way, because the fact of the matter is that you're in the mess now, best figure out how to fix it up. complaining doesn't do anything.

i might be sticky about some things. but at least i try to be flexible, and at least i'm going to give something the time it deserves, even if i didn't originally expect it to take that long.

i'm leaving. i have a sleeping bag, a tent, a bike, warm clothes, and a waterproof jacket. you won't notice i've gone anywhere, because it's been months (and many preplanned posts that never were typed and published, as polished and nicely-edited as they might have been in my mind) since i've written. but i will be.

jesus fucking christ, my first day off in a month and a half and i spent more of it doing my unpaid Work than i would have if i'd been at my job or class! and the only gratitude? maybe a few hours' of less-restless sleep now that it's done before i get up for the ferry. HUZZAH!

no i'm not really like this, honestly i am a bucketful of sunshine it's the truth!