no, i'm not seeing star wars tonight.
the last time that i can see something that'll have geeks-and-not-such-geeks lined up in anticipation in costume in fear in hope in giddiness in gangs to see a film that's been awaited for years, to see something planning to cheer whenever certain lines are said or characters are introduced, to see something without any real knowledge of what it'll be like.
i'm a little sad.
but not too sad. i'm headed to san francisco in 11 hours!
i'll miss you.