i really should not send emails first thing in the morning when i've just woken up, when i haven't spoken to anyone yet, when i've just thought things over and over and over in my head and am likely to say things i don't mean to or word them in a way that misinterprets what i'm really thinking. it's the perfect time to really make a mess out of things. sometimes it's just best to keep your mouth shut for a little longer.
i never learn, though.
right. papers. whee.